天哪，他对我的诱惑实在是太大了！即使没有酒精的作用，我还是无法抗拒他的眼神。在他面前，我简直就是另外一个人，放纵、随意和无所顾忌……这真的是我吗？

What the hell am I doing?  Am I mad?  Once and once again, I just can not resist his temptation.  I hate him! But I am afraid I can not be without him!  I hate myself! I hate my body! I hate the feeling when two become one with him!

In my mind, I know doing so is not right, but how can my body be out of my control? 

Who should I choose?  The guy I have not been with or the guy I have already been with?  Should I choose none of them or just both of them? 

没想到狗狗离开没多久，就会出现这样的局面。为什么在感情上我一定要经历如此多的选择？What on earth do I need?  Peace or enthusiasm?  难道我的内心深处真的是如此的不安分？I am really a typical Scorpio girl, a typical enthusiast about sex!!!